So another update about my life in case anyone out there is actually reading my blog. I got a new job as an instructional aide for children with Autism. It is so amazing and changing my life. I love my kids so much already and it just makes it even better that I get paid to spend time with them. It is a very humbling job that teaches me so much that I can apply to my own life. Jon and I are stronger than ever. I’ve never wanted to work at something so much in my life. Not that it’s a difficult relationship but I’m growing up with him, becoming an adult trying tadapt to all llhe new changes in my life and he is so amazing!! I’m so glad everything that has happened this far in my life has happened and I was able to grow from it. He’s my BestFriend and we are going to get married and start our family within the next couple years and I really can’t wait. Growing up my dad wasn’t the best father figure, nor my mother. I could never understand how I could find a man that I trusted so much to have a kid with (I wanted to be a single mother) but Jon changed that. I can trust him fullheartedly and no one has ever given me that. That means more to me than anyone can know. He makes me laugh all the time and picks me up when I’m being negative. I’m so glad we met when we did cause if I would’ve take. The chance to get to know him in high s hill we probably wouldn’t be together, I was in such a different mind frame back then, I was so young. Lol Becca and I have gotten really close again, were on the same page in our lives. She helps me a lot too giving me advice and visa versa. She’s about to pop and I can’t wait! She’s gonna be such a good mom and it’s exciting seeing her and Alex transition into parenthood! Cindy’s leaving me in a month :( idk what I’m gonna do I just gotta keep myself busy so I don’t think about it and get depressed. She’s my rock and other half. But I’m really excited for her to go out and live on her own with Berto I think it will be a really good experience for her and she’ll really grow up as well. She always had us (me) right there to do everything for her so I know it will be a transition but I think she will be able to adapt, I’ve been kinda preparing her for this without her knowing, I’ve been pulling back and having her do things on her own. Not saying that she doesn’t so anything on her own obviously she’s been working since she was 16. Whelp I’m done now I’m sure this is way too long for anyone to read lol later tumblr!